Monday, November 29, 2010

Lately, I really haven't felt like writing, but today I will write, I don't know why, but I usually write when I'm truly inspired. I know people who write when they're depressed, I mostly write when I'm happy. I love being happy, being depressed and emo makes me feel really glum and blah. That's just not me.

Anyways, I can't wait to start working for Joe's Crab Shack! I'm starting Friday and stuff because it's a new place that's opening here in Orlando somewhere near Disney. Yes, I'm preggorz, but that doesn't mean I shouldn't work. I get bored of doing nothing, that's why I'm in school and stuff.



I can't wait for Joseph Carmine Leo III to come out of me, he's getting on my nerves, I feel kicking and I feel hunger pains all the damn time, the other night I woke up drooling after I dreamed of pizza, bloody hell!

Anyways, as for other things, I don't know really. It's just the same as usual with everything, with my life. I'm so glad I'm not in California anymore. I'm glad to not be surrounded by all that drama, it's so peaceful and quiet here in Orlando, my parents and I are not in contact (Thank god, I hate their asses, they've tortured me enough for 19 years, my dad was sexually abusive and my mom, my dear god.)

I'm in school at the moment getting my Bachelor's, I'm doing it all for two people, my future son and my amazing hubby who I still feel around me, after all, true love doesn't end in death.

I know true love love exists, I just know, to everyone who's been hurt by love and stuff, it'll get better, I do believe there's someone out there for everyone...even if you've been hurt countless of times. There are good men out there, I know it.

Anyways, the name Joe follows me everywhere. I like that, after all, he's my spirit guide.

Lately, I've been seeing lots of spiritual signs and all that, signs of what I want to do and that it'll take some time to accomplish, I can't wait to be famous, to be rich.

Yes, this blog is just lame.