http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=13GD78Bmo8s
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The greatest thing you'll learn is just to love and be loved in return
If someone shows you hate, forget that shit, show them LOVE back, they don't know better anyways because they're dumb, in their own way, they just need LOVE
see, Joe and I had many people doubting our relationship
the age difference
YES, he was 12 years older than me
but did that matter for us?
NO
in fact, it made us stronger
When you love someone, you love them for who they are
age is just a number
no more
no less
and fuck what others think
fuck what the parents think
I moved to Florida because I LOVED Joe truly, madly deeply.
Yes, my parents, god they were annoying, I couldn't get along with them, why? Because they doubted ME
some people thought I moved to Florida for the need to escape
Really, escape, right? REALLY NOW?
okay, heh. Thanks
Bitch, you can think what YOU want
but I know what I want
do you know?
I doubt
sorry.
It was A HUGE ass move, I gave up my life back in california
I did have a lot of friends you know?
but I gave that up, I made a new Facebook to show people that I'm giving my life to Joseph Carmine Leo Jr because I loved HIM, I didn't cancel my last relationship at first because you know why? I didn't want to hurt him, I had to my ex boyfriend Robert Shapiro down slowly, it hurts when someone you love leaves you for another person, I saw Joe as my soulmate, Robert? He was just there.......I didn't feel the same way for him as I did for Joe.
So there was a HUGE ass explosion after I made another Facebook, just for Joe, goddamn, everyone just went crazy, some people started assuming I didn't know what the fuck I was doing
but you know what? It's the small, silent ones you have to watch out for.
I knew what I was doing
I wanted to move
MOVE for the person I loved
move to the OTHER side of the country
I had all the luxery in the world, in California
I knew that if I moved to Florida I would have to start off with nothing
well, I knew what was going to happen
I knew it was all a risk
but some people, some people tried to convince Joe that I...GRRR...just GRRRR....
Yes, I don't want to live with my parents anymore, why?
Cause I want to start a new life, HAPPILY
it's NOT a need for escape
it's a need to prove to the world that I'll amount to something and not be home with my parents because they didn't support my dream, I had to create some diversion because no way were they going to let me go to Florida if I told them I was moving for Joe
so he showed me Disney World
I applied there
I applied for him
because that's where dreams are made, he worked for Disney at one time
and he gave me the link, I applied
and a few people like they know who they are guided us, I have to think the few of them who understood our dreams
the rest? Oh fuck off, you piss me off, but an eye for an eye makes the world blind
so why show hate when you can show love?
Yes, it's childish, yes I was going through trouble at that time, some of Joe's friends thought I was a crazy child who had lots of emotions, but you know why I did? My sister tried suicide, it can BREAK any ONE, Joe pieced me back together again, just like I pieced him back together, we fell in love through helping one another
Back in September, a few days after my sister nearly killed myself, Joe understood me immediatly because he tried suicide a few years back and he knew and realized how I felt so he helped me through it, I cried to him on the phone, when I wanted to kill myself, he knew, he always called me, I always called him to make sure he was safe, we had a perfect relationship where it was effortless, all he had to do was listen to me and vice versa, it was an open communication, I trusted him and he trusted me, he knew what I was doing, just like I knew what he was doing, we told each other everything, there were no secrets hid from each other because we talked 24/7...
the times where we didn't talk? That was so rare, it was painful though but hey.
He blew up my phone bill :P
When time came
we met each other at the airport and it was love at first sight
Our relationship will never die
nor will I let it
because I always feel him with me
he would never leave me
just like I would never leave him
people tell me to move on and leave him
Mind your own fucking buisness.
KTHNXBAI
had I listened, JoeJen would never be 69
The heart knows when the search is OVER
because I LISTEN TO MY HEART
not to logic
fuck logic.
I FOLLOW MY HEART
and for that
JOEJEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Life is so short
why waste it thinking you can't do anything?
I refuse to let age get me down
because dammit, I know what I was doing
I knew all along
JoeJen knew what they were doing all along
but we had to prove them fucking doubters wrong
so fuck off ANYONE who tries to put down a relationship
do you know how they feel when they talk, etc?
NO
So leave the relationship along
AND FUCK OFF
a very close friend of mine, my god, she got engaged, and god, everyone just piled their bullshit on her because of what they went through, do you know what they went through????????? do you know what they grow through daily??????? do you know the love they share? Do you know how happy they are?
No
So leave them alone
and I'm writing this because it's dedicated to Karen Marie Smith.
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