The Jenny Leo Blog

I'm just so in love with him, I can't get him out of my head, my thoughts, my mind, every part of me feels like I fall deeper and deeper with him, I don't know how to describe it, love is undescribable, but what I feel for him, my dear god, it's a supermassive black hole, as deep and as vast as the universe and you know how vast the universe is, in every single way, he gives me direction, he makes me feel at home emotionally, and I am so lucky to have him.

I believe in a thing called LOVE.



It feels so weird that someone has such a control on your emotions, on your heart like that, I have to say, it's rather crazy, I feel rather vulnerable most of the time because of the hold he has on my heart, on my soul, on my spirit, on my mind, I can't lose him, life is nothing without him, I'm living for him, he's someone I would die for, someone I would sacrifice everything in a drop of a hat, I have done so, I would not only walk across fire for him, but I would walk across this earth, walk across everything, earth, wind, water, fire, everything life throws at me because I want to be with him, I care so much about his happiness, I care so much about him in general, his happiness is my happiness, his sadness is my sadness, when he shines, I shine. My heart comes out of my chest every time I see his pictures or see him, these feelings of deep deep love jumps out and bites me, I get consumed by these emotions and it feels so good, his voice, his face, his videos, oh dear god, the passion that emits from me, the passion that I feel writing this, the strong feelings, the deepness, he sets my soul alight, there are no words to even begin to describe the little spurts of dizziness I feel, the feelings of completion, the feelings of just everything so good in the universe coming together because of this thing called LOVE. Love is what makes the world go around, it feels so damn good to just linger in his gaze, to see his eyes staring back at me filled with love just as intense as mine, his touch, how I crave for it 24/7, how I hunger for it, how I lust after it like there's no other thing that I would rather feel, just him, only him, he makes me shine like gold, shine like diamonds, shine like the stars, ugh, my heart feels like it's coming out of my chest writing this, by god, he makes me so happy, so happy, soooooo happy, SO HAPPY, IN EVERY SINGLE WAY.

Normally I don't like depending my complete existance, my complete happiness on someone else, but I depend on him, it's just so awkward without feeling him, without feeling the brush on his hand, this love is difficult, so difficult, but in every single way, it's worth it, soulmate relationships aren't meant to be easy, there are so many things trying to tear us apart, daily, him not having a body to manifest in is one, it takes so much out of me trying to stay sane sometimes.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0oYkZs4yR2o

LOve Story-Taylor Swift